Helpless: The true story of a neglected girl betrayed and exploited by the neighbour she trusted. Toni MaguireЧитать онлайн книгу.
Marianne Marsh
with Toni Maguire
Helpless
The true story of a neglected girl betrayed and
exploited by the neighbour she trusted
The man had been looking for a little girl like me even before I was born.
A special little girl, he told me; one who needed love.
He widened his social circle to include young married couples, watched as they became parents and smiled with an inward sly delight when asked to be a godfather.
‘He’s so good with the young ones,’ his friends said.
He married when I was still the baby he had never met and considered his own small daughter for his needs. But his wife had grown to know his soul. She kept her children safe.
Unobserved, he watched me walking down country lanes as I went backwards and forwards to school. Saw my marks of neglect and knew then that I was the one; the one he had been waiting for.
He started frequenting the pub my father drank in and made himself known to him.
Listened to his tale of woe – low wages and small mouths to feed – and recommended him for a job that came with a decent-sized house.
It was no problem, he told my father; a pleasure to help.
People said he was such a fine man, his wife a lucky woman, and how fortunate my parents were to have met him.
He was everyone’s friend; the one who remembered wives’ birthdays and brought their children presents.
He was the trusted visitor, the favourite uncle.
He always kept sweets in the glove compartment of his car.
I was seven when I first met him, that man; the one who called me his little lady.
Years have passed since he and I last spoke. But still those memories are imprinted on my mind as clearly as though everything that happened happened just yesterday.
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