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How I Made My Husband Gay
Myths About Straight Wives
Bonnie Kaye, M.Ed.
How I Made My Husband Gay: Myths about straight wives
Copyright © 2007 by Bonnie Kaye, M.Ed.
ISBN-13: 978-0-9784388-5-2
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Kaye, Bonnie, 1951-
How I Made My Husband Gay [electronic resource]: Myths about straight wives / by Bonnie Kaye.
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ISBN 978-0-9784388-5-2
1. Bisexuality in marriage. 2. Closeted gays--Family relationships.
3. Gay men--Family relationships. 4. Gay men--Relations with heterosexual women. 5. Marital conflict. 6. Self-help techniques. I. Title.
HQ1035.K39 2007a 306.872 C2007-906450-7
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Publisher: CCB Publishing British
Columbia, Canada
This book is dedicated to the millions of women who have lived with the self-doubt while living with a gay husband.
It is also dedicated to:
• My family members who give me unconditional support
• My soul mate of 14 years who loves me just the way I am and inspires me to continue this mission to help others find our happiness
• The generous women from my support network who were brave and caring enough to share these personal stories to help save others from unnecessary suffering
• The extraordinary women who join me weekly in my support chat
• And to the wonderful gay men in my support network, especially Dennis, Doug, Derrick, and Michael, who generously give their time to support this cause of honesty and sanity
Other books by Bonnie Kaye
Is He Straight: A Checklist for Women Who Wonder
Doomed Grooms: Gay Husbands of Straight Wives
Man Readers: A Woman’s Guide to Dysfunctional Men
Straight Wives: Shattered Lives
You may think the title of this book is shocking, but I wanted to make people think about the absurdity of the possibility. The sad part is that too many people still believe that this is true— we, as straight wives, have some kind of magical power to turn our straight husbands into gay husbands. Even in this day and age, people still DON’T GET IT. For the millions of women who marry gay men, it is quite confusing to understand how this happens… how much more confusing is it for people who just hear about it?
In September of 2006, a dozen of my support group members were traveling from Philadelphia to New York to join with others during my annual New York get-together to launch our first collaborative book, Straight Wives: Shattered Lives. At the rest stop before the George Washington Bridge where we freshened up, a gentleman walked over to our group of chatty women sitting in a passenger van. He started talking to us in a friendly way, curious about how we all knew each other. He began guessing if we belonged to the same church, women’s organization, or if we were friends traveling to see a Broadway show. We kept shaking our heads “No” after each question. He was truly puzzled. Finally, one woman replied, “We all have gay husbands!” The man started to chuckle. His next question was, “Were they gay when you married them?” He wasn’t chuckling then. This was not a new or original question for any of us. It’s a question that keeps women in the closet long after their husbands come out.
With all the knowledge and publicity on this topic, too many people believe that homosexuality is a conscientious “choice” that men make. And it is not unusual for people to look at us and wonder where we, their wives, failed in the marriage for our husbands to “choose” that road. For this reason, we decided on that day that the next collaborative book would be titled How I Made My Husband Gay. Of course, the subtitle is “Myths About Straight Wives.” Every woman reading this book hopefully knows that this is a MYTH. But if you still have any doubts or believe in some irrational way that you have anything to do with influencing your husband’s homosexuality, hopefully these stories will put your mind to rest.
Contents
How I Made My Husband Gay:The Stories of My Women
This is my fourth book about Straight Wives and Gay Husbands. Is there anything left to say that hasn’t been said already? First, in 2000, there was Is He Straight? A Checklist for Women Who Wonder. This book gave women who wondered about their husbands’ sexuality a checklist of what to look for if their husbands were gay. Three years later, I wrote Doomed Grooms: Gay Husbands of Straight Wives which was a follow up after you realized your husband’s homosexuality to help women understand why this happens. In 2006, I published Straight Wives: Shattered Lives, a compilation of stories from 27 of my support group women from around the world who described the pain in their marriages to help other women in this situation make an emotional connection. This book was highly praised by everyone who read it. So many women who were struggling in their marriages recognized themselves in these stories.
So now what? Is there anything that hasn’t been said in one form or another? Well, YES! The problem is that over 50% of gay husbands are still closeted in denial about their homosexuality. Therefore, there will always be more to be learned by their wives who live in the darkness of their lies in hopes that they can see the light and realize the truth.
As a counselor for over 30,000 women with gay husbands since 1984, no one has seen more wasted years of unhappiness and struggle in this field than me. The average length of marriage for the women I work with is 22 years. If that is the average, think of how many marriages are even longer. When I think of the pain, confusion, and suffering of so many women who blame themselves for