Wyllard's Weird (Mystery Classics Series). Mary Elizabeth BraddonЧитать онлайн книгу.
called her by her Christian name boldly in her brother’s hearing. There was even a touch of defiance in his manner as he shook hands with her, and lingered with her hand in his, looking at her fondly, sadly, hopelessly, before he turned and walked slowly away across the bright newly-cut stubble, which glittered golden in the evening light.
Mr. Heathcote dismounted and walked beside his sister, with the black’s bridle over his arm, the well-broken horse following as quietly as a dog.
“You and Grahame were in very close confabulation as I rode up, Hilda,” said Heathcote gravely, with scrutinising eyes upon Hilda’s blushing face. “Pray what was he saying to you?”
Hilda hung her head, and hesitated before she replied.
“Please do not ask me, Edward,” she said falteringly, after that embarrassed silence. “I cannot tell you.”
“You cannot tell me, your brother, and natural guardian?” said Heathcote. “Am I to understand that there is some secret compact between you and Bothwell Grahame which cannot be told to your brother?”
“There is no secret compact. How unkind you are, Edward!” cried Hilda, bursting into tears. “There is nothing between us; there is nothing to tell.”
“Then what are you crying about, and why was that man bending over you, holding your hand just now when I rode up? A man does not talk in that fashion about nothing. He was making love to you, Hilda.”
“He told me that he loved me.”
“And you call that nothing!” said Heathcote severely.
“It can never come to anything. It was a secret told unawares, on the impulse of the moment. I have no right to tell you, only you have wrung the secret from me. Nothing can ever come of it, Edward. Pray forget that this thing has ever been spoken of between us.”
“I begin to understand,” said Heathcote. “He asked you to marry him, and you refused him. I am very glad of that.”
“You have no reason to be glad,” replied Hilda, with a flash of anger. She was ready to take her lover’s part at the slightest provocation. “You have no right to make guesses about Mr. Grahame and me. It is surely enough for you to know that I shall never be his wife.”
They had left the stubble-field, and were in a lane leading to The Spaniards, a lane sunk between high banks and wooded hedgerows, such as abound in that western world.
“That is enough for me to know,” answered Heathcote gravely, “but nothing less than that assurance would be enough. I hope it is given in good faith?”
There was a severity in his manner which was new to Hilda. He had been the most indulgent of brothers hitherto.
“Why should you speak so unkindly about Mr. Grahame?” she said. “What objection have you to make against him, except that he is not rich?”
“His want of money would make no difference to me, Hilda. If it were for your happiness to marry a man of small means, I could easily reconcile myself to the idea, and would do my best to make things easy for you. I have a much graver objection against Bothwell Grahame than the fact that he is without a profession and without income. There is a horrible suspicion in men’s minds about him which makes him a man set apart, like Cain; and my sister must have no dealings with such a man!”
“What do you mean, Edward?” exclaimed Hilda, turning angrily upon her brother, with indignant eyes. “What suspicion? How dare any one suspect him?”
“Unhappily, circumstances are his worst accusers. His own lips, his own manner, have given rise to the conviction which has taken hold of men’s minds. When the idea that Bothwell Grahame was the murderer of that helpless girl first arose in my own mind, I struggled against the hideous notion. I told myself that I was a madman to imagine such a possibility. But when I found that the same facts had made exactly the same impression upon other minds——”
“You could think such a thing, Edward!” exclaimed Hilda, pale with horror. “You, who have known Bothwell for years, who knew him when he was a boy, you who have called yourself his friend, seen him day after day! You, a lawyer, a man of the world! You can harbour such a thought as this! I could not have believed it of you.”
“Perhaps it is because I am a man of the world, and have seen life on the seamy side, and know too well to what dark gulfs men can go down when the tempter urges them. Perhaps it is because of my experience that I suspect Bothwell Grahame.”
“O, it is too horrible!” cried Hilda passionately. “I feel as if I must be mad myself, or in company with a madman. Bothwell Grahame—Bothwell, whom I remember when I was a child, the frank, generous-hearted lad, who went away to India to fight for his country, and who fought so well, and won such praise from his commanding officer——”
“Yes, Hilda,” interrupted her brother, “and who, just when he seemed on the high road to fortune, threw up his chances, and abandoned his profession, to become an idler at home. That same Bothwell Grahame who, when he was asked what he did with himself during a long day at Plymouth, could give no account of his time. That same Bothwell, whose manner, from the hour of that catastrophe on the line, became gloomy and sullen—altered so completely that he seemed a new man. That same Bothwell, whom everybody in the neighbourhood of Bodmin suspects of a foul crime. That is the man whom I do not wish my sister to marry; albeit he is of the same flesh and blood as the woman whom I respect above all other women upon earth.”
“I am glad you have remembered that—at last,” said Hilda bitterly. “I am glad you have not quite forgotten that this murderer is Dora Wyllard’s first cousin—brought up with her, taught by the same teachers, reared in the same way of thinking.”
“God grant I may see reason to alter my opinion, Hilda,” replied her brother. “Do you suppose that this suspicion of mine is not a source of pain and grief? But while I think as I do, can you wonder that I forbid any suggestion of a marriage, between my sister and Bothwell Grahame?”
“I have told you that I shall never be his wife,” said Hilda. “Pray do not let us ever speak his name again.”
They were at the entrance to The Spaniards by this time—not the great iron gates by the lodge, but a little wooden gate opening into the fine old garden, second only in beauty to the Penmorval parterres and terraces.
“Will you mind if I don’t appear at dinner, Edward?” asked Hilda presently, as they went into the house. “I have a racking headache.”
“Poor little girl!” said her brother tenderly. “You are looking the picture of misery. I am very sorry for you, my dear. I am very sorry for us all; for I fear there is calamity ahead for some of us. If Bothwell is wise he will go to the other end of the world, and take himself as far as possible out of the ken of his countrymen. If he should ask you for counsel, Hilda, that is the best advice you can give him.”
“If he should ask me, that is just the very last counsel he would ever hear from my lips,” answered Hilda indignantly. “I would entreat him to stand his ground—to live down this vile calumny—to wait the day when Providence will clear his name from this dark cloud. Such a day will come, I am sure of that.”
She went to her own room, and shut herself up for the rest of the evening. The convenient excuse of a headache answered very well with the servants. She declined all refreshment—would not have this or that brought up on a tray to oblige Glossop, her own maid, who was deeply concerned at her young mistress’s indisposition.
“I have a very bad headache,” she said, “and all I want is to be left alone till tomorrow morning. Don’t come near me, please, till you bring me my early cup of tea.”
Glossop sighed and submitted. It was not often that Miss Heathcote was so wilful. Glossop was the coachman’s daughter, had been born and brought up at The Spaniards, in old Squire Heathcote’s time. She was a buxom young woman of five-and-thirty, and counted herself almost one of the family.
At last Hilda was alone. She