Sanctuary. Brenda NovakЧитать онлайн книгу.
began to push for commitment, she felt such a terrible panic she broke off the relationship. “Not really,” she said.
“But you’re so pretty.”
Hope chuckled. “I guess I’m a little jaded,” she said, nudging her sister farther inside.
The house smelled of the fresh flowers Hope routinely cut from her garden in back and kept in a small tin bucket on the kitchen table. She liked the contrast of fragile versus resilient, old versus new, delicate versus careworn.
Hope flipped on the light. “What a beautiful home,” Faith breathed, almost reverently.
Hope took a moment to see her surroundings through Faith’s eyes. The house was old. It still had its original hardwood floors and plaster walls, but had been remodeled so that the front room, which had once been a porch, was enclosed by a series of paned windows. The rooms were spacious, despite the fact that the house was only about a thousand square feet. The kitchen opened into the family room, both of which could be seen from the front entrance. An office, set off by double doors, opened to the left. The hall that led to both bedrooms branched off to the right.
“Did you decorate this place all by yourself?” Faith asked.
Hope nodded. “On weekends I search the classifieds looking for treasures, and I often pick up a piece of furniture for a fraction of its value. I fix and refinish wooden items in the garage, if I want the grain of the wood to shine through. Or I paint or stencil on various pieces I find, like that old church pew in the kitchen.”
“It’s lovely,” Faith said.
Hope dropped her keys on the counter. “An old widower down the street owns the house, but I take good care of it, so he pretty much lets me have free rein.”
Faith continued to walk through the main rooms before pausing in front of an arrangement of cross-stitch samplers on the kitchen wall. Large and elaborate, there was one for each season. “These are great,” she said.
“Thanks.” Hope liked to cross-stitch and collect odds and ends. Her dishes, silverware and linens were all mismatched antiques or one-of-a-kind items, like the Flow-blue plates and creamers from seventeenth-century England that adorned the white, built-in shelves on either side of the fireplace in the kitchen/living room.
“You must make a lot of money to live like this,” Faith said. “I’ve never seen anything more charming.”
“I don’t make a lot of money,” Hope said with a laugh, “but I grew up in the same household as you, remember? I know how to stretch a dollar.”
Faith cocked an eyebrow at her. “You’re better at it than I am.”
“Don’t be too hard on yourself. This is just my version of The Boxcar Children. Remember that book? I used to read it to you when you were little.”
“I do,” Faith said. “It was my favorite.”
“This might sound silly, but when things got really tough for me after I left Superior, I used to pretend I was one of those children, finding or making what I needed out of the things other people discarded.” She moved into the kitchen to check the answering machine on the breakfast bar. No calls. Not unusual.
“I can’t believe you’ve done all this.”
“It’s nothing.” Hope changed the subject because her sister’s praise made her feel guilty for having so much when her family had so little. “You said you were living with two of Arvin’s other wives. Which ones?”
Faith paused next to the black-iron baker’s rack where Hope stored her pasta and cereals in uniquely shaped jars. “Do you remember Ila Jane?”
“That old battle-ax?”
A smile flickered at the corners of Faith’s lips. “She’s the only one of us who ever dares put Arvin in his place. He likes her cooking but doesn’t bother her for anything else, and she’s happy that way. Being around her was actually the best part of being married to Arvin. She took me under her wing, like another daughter. Her oldest is close to my age, anyway. But I’m not fond of Charlene, Arvin’s second wife. She lives with us, too. Her children are especially difficult, like her, all except little Sarah. Sarah’s only seven, but Charlene ignores her, so she spends most of her day with me.”
“Is Charlene still pretty?”
“Pretty enough, I guess. She’s given Arvin ten kids, so she’s done well by him.”
Hope no longer agreed with using that kind of measuring stick for a woman’s success, but she knew it would take a while for Faith to understand and adjust, so she said nothing. “Does he spend much time with Ila Jane or Charlene?”
“No, or his children, either. When he moved me into that old house on Front Street—”
“Not the big yellow one,” Hope interrupted. “We always thought that house was haunted, remember? We’d dare each other to ring the bell, and then we’d run.”
“That was when the Andersons lived there, and old lady Bird, Sister Anderson’s mother, used to sit rocking in the window of the attic for hours.”
“I take it she’s passed away.”
“Oh, yes, and her son was excommunicated for stealing from the storehouse. That’s how Arvin got the house.”
“So that’s where you’ve been living?”
“For the past few months. When he moved me in with Ila Jane, I knew he was putting me on a shelf.”
Hope rummaged through a glass-fronted cupboard for two mugs. “And you think it’s because of the baby? You said something earlier about your condition being ‘unappealing’ to him.”
“He claims he’s trying to leave me in peace, since pregnancy can be so uncomfortable. But I know he’s not really interested in doing me any favors. Arvin doesn’t work that way.”
“No kidding,” Hope added.
“He’s probably just sidetracked for the time being, what with marrying Rachel and everything.” She sank onto a stool at the counter.
A million biting comments about Arvin rose to Hope’s lips, but she voiced none of them. Setting the cups on the counter, she said, “I thought maybe I’d make us some hot cocoa before bed.”
Faith shook her head. “None for me, thanks. I’m too tired. All I want to do is turn in.”
Hope put the cups away, secretly grateful Faith had refused her offer. She was almost ready to drop. “Your room’s just down the hall,” she said, her sandals clicking on the floor as she moved through the house turning on lights. Stopping at the first room on her right, which was decorated in Battenburg lace and pink with yellow accents, she waved Faith inside.
“Nice,” Faith said as she stood at the foot of the bed and gazed around.
“Make yourself comfortable while I get you a nightgown and a toothbrush,” Hope said at the door. “Tomorrow we’ll go shopping for clothes and toiletries.”
“You don’t have to go to work?”
“Not until evening. I’m a nurse, so my hours vary. Tomorrow I have the night shift.”
Her sister plucked at her skirt, reminding Hope of a nervous habit their mother used to have.
“I know this must feel strange, Faith,” Hope said, “but you’ll be comfortable here, I promise. We’ll buy everything you need tomorrow.”
“But isn’t it going to be expensive to replace everything I left behind?”
“It won’t be too bad. I’ve got the money.”
Faith still seemed ill at ease, so Hope tried to combat her insecurity with a confident smile. “Don’t worry about anything.”
“Okay.” She