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said he came because he thought I might be lonely. You hadn’t been in there so long he wondered what had become of you.”
“George is a fine fellow,” said Drouet, rather gratified by his conception of the manager’s interest. “Come on and we’ll go out to dinner.”
When Hurstwood saw that Drouet was back he wrote at once to Carrie, saying:
“I told him I called on you, dearest, when he was away. I did not say how often, but he probably thought once. Let me know of anything you may have said. Answer by special messenger when you get this, and, darling, I must see you. Let me know if you can’t meet me at Jackson and Throop Streets Wednesday afternoon at two o’clock. I want to speak with you before we meet at the theatre.”
Carrie received this Tuesday morning when she called at the West Side branch of the post-office, and answered at once.
“I said you called twice,” she wrote. “He didn’t seem to mind. I will try and be at Throop Street if nothing interferes. I seem to be getting very bad. It’s wrong to act as I do, I know.”
Hurstwood, when he met her as agreed, reassured her on this score.
“You mustn’t worry, sweetheart,” he said. “Just as soon as he goes on the road again we will arrange something. We’ll fix it so that you won’t have to deceive any one.”
Carrie imagined that he would marry her at once, though he had not directly said so, and her spirits rose. She proposed to make the best of the situation until Drouet left again.
“Don’t show any more interest in me than you ever have,” Hurstwood counselled concerning the evening at the theatre.
“You mustn’t look at me steadily then,” she answered, mindful of the power of his eyes.
“I won’t,” he said, squeezing her hand at parting and giving the glance she had just cautioned against.
“There,” she said playfully, pointing a finger at him.
“The show hasn’t begun yet,” he returned.
He watched her walk from him with tender solicitation. Such youth and prettiness reacted upon him more subtly than wine.
At the theatre things passed as they had in Hurstwood’s favour. If he had been pleasing to Carrie before, how much more so was he now. His grace was more permeating because it found a readier medium. Carrie watched his every movement with pleasure. She almost forgot poor Drouet, who babbled on as if he were the host.
Hurstwood was too clever to give the slightest indication of a change. He paid, if anything, more attention to his old friend than usual, and yet in no way held him up to that subtle ridicule which a lover in favour may so secretly practise before the mistress of his heart. If anything, he felt the injustice of the game as it stood, and was not cheap enough to add to it the slightest mental taunt.
Only the play produced an ironical situation, and this was due to Drouet alone.
The scene was one in “The Covenant,” in which the wife listened to the seductive voice of a lover in the absence of her husband.
“Served him right,” said Drouet afterward, even in view of her keen expiation of her error. “I haven’t any pity for a man who would be such a chump as that.”
“Well, you never can tell,” returned Hurstwood gently. “He probably thought he was right.”
“Well, a man ought to be more attentive than that to his wife if he wants to keep her.”
They had come out of the lobby and made their way through the showy crush about the entrance way.
“Say, mister,” said a voice at Hurstwood’s side, “would you mind giving me the price of a bed?”
Hurstwood was interestedly remarking to Carrie.
“Honest to God, mister, I’m without a place to sleep.”
The plea was that of a gaunt-faced man of about thirty, who looked the picture of privation and wretchedness. Drouet was the first to see. He handed over a dime with an upwelling feeling of pity in his heart. Hurstwood scarcely noticed the incident. Carrie quickly forgot.
Chapter XV
The Irk of the Old Ties — The Magic of Youth
The complete ignoring by Hurstwood of his own home came with the growth of his affection for Carrie. His actions, in all that related to his family, were of the most perfunctory kind. He sat at breakfast with his wife and children, absorbed in his own fancies, which reached far without the realm of their interests. He read his paper, which was heightened in interest by the shallowness of the themes discussed by his son and daughter. Between himself and his wife ran a river of indifference.
Now that Carrie had come, he was in a fair way to be blissful again. There was delight in going down town evenings. When he walked forth in the short days, the street lamps had a merry twinkle. He began to experience the almost forgotten feeling which hastens the lover’s feet. When he looked at his fine clothes, he saw them with her eyes — and her eyes were young.
When in the flush of such feelings he heard his wife’s voice, when the insistent demands of matrimony recalled him from dreams to a stale practice, how it grated. He then knew that this was a chain which bound his feet.
“George,” said Mrs. Hurstwood, in that tone of voice which had long since come to be associated in his mind with demands, “we want you to get us a season ticket to the races.”
“Do you want to go to all of them?” he said with a rising inflection.
“Yes,” she answered.
The races in question were soon to open at Washington Park, on the South Side, and were considered quite society affairs among those who did not affect religious rectitude and conservatism. Mrs. Hurstwood had never asked for a whole season ticket before, but this year certain considerations decided her to get a box. For one thing, one of her neighbours, a certain Mr. and Mrs. Ramsey, who were possessors of money, made out of the coal business, had done so. In the next place, her favourite physician, Dr. Beale, a gentleman inclined to horses and betting, had talked with her concerning his intention to enter a two-year-old in the Derby. In the third place, she wished to exhibit Jessica, who was gaining in maturity and beauty, and whom she hoped to marry to a man of means. Her own desire to be about in such things and parade among her acquaintances and common throng was as much an incentive as anything.
Hurstwood thought over the proposition a few moments without answering. They were in the sitting room on the second floor, waiting for supper. It was the evening of his engagement with Carrie and Drouet to see “The Covenant,” which had brought him home to make some alterations in his dress.
“You’re sure separate tickets wouldn’t do as well?” he asked, hesitating to say anything more rugged.
“No,” she replied impatiently.
“Well,” he said, taking offence at her manner, “you needn’t get mad about it. I’m just asking you.”
“I’m not mad,” she snapped. “I’m merely asking you for a season ticket.”
“And I’m telling you,” he returned, fixing a clear, steady eye on her, “that it’s no easy thing to get. I’m not sure whether the manager will give it to me.”
He had been thinking all the time of his “pull” with the race-track magnates.
“We can buy it then,” she exclaimed sharply.
“You talk easy,” he said. “A season family ticket costs one hundred and fifty dollars.”
“I’ll not argue with you,” she replied with determination.