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life for her and for him.
While they were talking, a young woman of about twenty-two, small and pale, hollow-eyed, yet with a relentless look about her, entered the room. She was a friend at the Morel's.
“Take your things off,” said Paul.
“No, I'm not stopping.”
She sat down in the armchair opposite Paul and Miriam, who were on the sofa. Miriam moved a little farther from him. The room was hot, with a scent of new bread. Brown, crisp loaves stood on the hearth.
“I shouldn't have expected to see you here to-night, Miriam Leivers,” said Beatrice wickedly.
“Why not?” murmured Miriam huskily.
“Why, let's look at your shoes.”
Miriam remained uncomfortably still.
“If tha doesna tha durs'na,” laughed Beatrice.
Miriam put her feet from under her dress. Her boots had that queer, irresolute, rather pathetic look about them, which showed how self-conscious and self-mistrustful she was. And they were covered with mud.
“Glory! You're a positive muck-heap,” exclaimed Beatrice. “Who cleans your boots?”
“I clean them myself.”
“Then you wanted a job,” said Beatrice. “It would ha' taken a lot of men to ha' brought me down here to-night. But love laughs at sludge, doesn't it, 'Postle my duck?”
“Inter alia,” he said.
“Oh, Lord! are you going to spout foreign languages? What does it mean, Miriam?”
There was a fine sarcasm in the last question, but Miriam did not see it.
“'Among other things,' I believe,” she said humbly.
Beatrice put her tongue between her teeth and laughed wickedly.
“'Among other things,' 'Postle?” she repeated. “Do you mean love laughs at mothers, and fathers, and sisters, and brothers, and men friends, and lady friends, and even at the b'loved himself?”
She affected a great innocence.
“In fact, it's one big smile,” he replied.
“Up its sleeve, 'Postle Morel—you believe me,” she said; and she went off into another burst of wicked, silent laughter.
Miriam sat silent, withdrawn into herself. Every one of Paul's friends delighted in taking sides against her, and he left her in the lurch—seemed almost to have a sort of revenge upon her then.
“Are you still at school?” asked Miriam of Beatrice.
“Yes.”
“You've not had your notice, then?”
“I expect it at Easter.”
“Isn't it an awful shame, to turn you off merely because you didn't pass the exam?”
“I don't know,” said Beatrice coldly.
“Agatha says you're as good as any teacher anywhere. It seems to me ridiculous. I wonder why you didn't pass.”
“Short of brains, eh, 'Postle?” said Beatrice briefly.
“Only brains to bite with,” replied Paul, laughing.
“Nuisance!” she cried; and, springing from her seat, she rushed and boxed his ears. She had beautiful small hands. He held her wrists while she wrestled with him. At last she broke free, and seized two handfuls of his thick, dark brown hair, which she shook.
“Beat!” he said, as he pulled his hair straight with his fingers. “I hate you!”
She laughed with glee.
“Mind!” she said. “I want to sit next to you.”
“I'd as lief be neighbours with a vixen,” he said, nevertheless making place for her between him and Miriam.
“Did it ruffle his pretty hair, then!” she cried; and, with her hair-comb, she combed him straight. “And his nice little moustache!” she exclaimed. She tilted his head back and combed his young moustache. “It's a wicked moustache, 'Postle,” she said. “It's a red for danger. Have you got any of those cigarettes?”
He pulled his cigarette-case from his pocket. Beatrice looked inside it.
“And fancy me having Connie's last cig.,” said Beatrice, putting the thing between her teeth. He held a lit match to her, and she puffed daintily.
“Thanks so much, darling,” she said mockingly.
It gave her a wicked delight.
“Don't you think he does it nicely, Miriam?” she asked.
“Oh, very!” said Miriam.
He took a cigarette for himself.
“Light, old boy?” said Beatrice, tilting her cigarette at him.
He bent forward to her to light his cigarette at hers. She was winking at him as he did so. Miriam saw his eyes trembling with mischief, and his full, almost sensual, mouth quivering. He was not himself, and she could not bear it. As he was now, she had no connection with him; she might as well not have existed. She saw the cigarette dancing on his full red lips. She hated his thick hair for being tumbled loose on his forehead.
“Sweet boy!” said Beatrice, tipping up his chin and giving him a little kiss on the cheek.
“I s'll kiss thee back, Beat,” he said.
“Tha wunna!” she giggled, jumping up and going away. “Isn't he shameless, Miriam?”
“Quite,” said Miriam. “By the way, aren't you forgetting the bread?”
“By Jove!” he cried, flinging open the oven door.
Out puffed the bluish smoke and a smell of burned bread.
“Oh, golly!” cried Beatrice, coming to his side. He crouched before the oven, she peered over his shoulder. “This is what comes of the oblivion of love, my boy.”
Paul was ruefully removing the loaves. One was burnt black on the hot side; another was hard as a brick.
“Poor mater!” said Paul.
“You want to grate it,” said Beatrice. “Fetch me the nutmeg-grater.”
She arranged the bread in the oven. He brought the grater, and she grated the bread on to a newspaper on the table. He set the doors open to blow away the smell of burned bread. Beatrice grated away, puffing her cigarette, knocking the charcoal off the poor loaf.
“My word, Miriam! you're in for it this time,” said Beatrice.
“I!” exclaimed Miriam in amazement.
“You'd better be gone when his mother comes in. I know why King Alfred burned the cakes. Now I see it! 'Postle would fix up a tale about his work making him forget, if he thought it would wash. If that old woman had come in a bit sooner, she'd have boxed the brazen thing's ears who made the oblivion, instead of poor Alfred's.”
She giggled as she scraped the loaf. Even Miriam laughed in spite of herself. Paul mended the fire ruefully.
The garden gate was heard to bang.
“Quick!” cried Beatrice, giving Paul the scraped loaf. “Wrap it up in a damp towel.”
Paul disappeared into the scullery. Beatrice hastily blew her scrapings into the fire, and sat down innocently. Annie came bursting in. She was an abrupt, quite smart young woman. She blinked in the strong light.
“Smell of burning!” she exclaimed.
“It's the cigarettes,” replied Beatrice demurely.
“Where's Paul?”
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