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Mrs. Florence only waved her hand again; but Mrs. Nipson, who had been twisting uneasily in her chair, said, “Excuse me, Mrs. Florence, but perhaps it would better—would satisfy Miss Carr better—if you were to be explicit.”
“It does not seem to me that Miss Carr can be in need of any explanation,” replied Mrs. Florence. “When a young lady writes underhand notes to young gentlemen, and throws them from her window, and they are discovered, she must naturally expect that persons of correct ideas will be shocked and disgusted. Your note to Mr. Abernathy Searles, Miss Carr, was found by his mother while mending his pocket, and was handed by her to me. After this statement you will hardly be surprised that I do not consider it best to permit you to room longer on that side of the house. I did not suppose I had a girl in my school capable of such conduct.”
For a moment Katy was too much stunned to speak. She took hold of a chair to steady herself, and her color changed so quickly from red to pale and back again to red, that Mrs. Florence and Mrs. Nipson, who sat watching her, might be pardoned for thinking that she looked guilty. As soon as she recovered her voice, she stammered out, “But I didn’t! I never did! I haven’t written any note! I wouldn’t for the world! Oh, Mrs. Florence, please believe me!”
“I prefer to believe the evidence of my eyes,” replied Mrs. Florence, as she drew a paper from her pocket. “Here is the note! I suppose you will hardly deny your own signature.”
Katy seized the note. It was written in a round, unformed hand, and ran thus:—
“Dear Berry,—I saw you last night on the green. I think you are splendid. All the nuns think so. I look at you very often out of my window. If I let down a string, would you tie a cake to it, like that kind which you threw to Mary Andrews last term? Tie two cakes, please; one for me and one for my room-mate. The string will be at the end of the Row. “Miss Carr.”
In spite of her agitation, Katy could hardly keep back a smile as she read this absurd production. Mrs. Florence saw the smile, and her tone was more severe than ever, as she said,—
“Give that back to me, if you please, It will be my justification with your father if he objects to your change of room.”
“But, Mrs. Florence,” cried Katy, “I never wrote that note. It isn’t my handwriting; it isn’t my— Oh, surely you can’t think so! It’s too ridiculous.”
“Go to your room at once,” said Mrs. Florence, “and be thankful that your punishment is such a mild one. If your home were not so distant, I should write to ask your father to remove you from the school; instead of which, I merely put you on the other side of the entry, out of reach of farther correspondence of this sort.”
“But I shall write him, and he will take us away immediately,” cried Katy, stung to the quick by this obstinate injustice. “I will not stay, neither shall Clover, where our word is disbelieved, and we are treated like this. Papa knows! Papa will never doubt us a moment when we tell him that this isn’t true.”
With these passionate words she left the room. I do not think that either Mrs. Florence or Mrs. Nipson felt very comfortable after she was gone.
That was a dreadful afternoon. The girls had no heart to arrange No. 1, or do any thing toward making it comfortable, but lay on the bed in the midst of their belongings, crying, and receiving visits of condolence from their friends. The S. S. U. C. meeting was put off. Katy was in no humor to act as president, or Clover to read her funny poem. Rose and Mary Silver sat by, kissing them at intervals, and declaring that it was a shame, while the other members dropped in one by one to re-echo the same sentiments.
“If it had been anybody else!” said Alice Gibbons; “but Katy of all persons! It is too much!”
“So I told Mrs. Florence,” sobbed Rose Red. “Oh, why was I born so bad? If I’d always been good, and a model to the rest of you, perhaps she’d have believed me instead of scolding harder than ever.”
The idea of Rose as a “model” made Clover smile in the midst of her dolefulness.
“It’s an outrageous thing,” said Ellen Gray, “if Mrs. Florence only knew it, you two have done more to keep the rest of us steady than any girls in school.”
“So they have,” blubbered Rose, whose pretty face was quite swollen with crying. “I’ve been getting better and better every day since they came.” She put her arms round Clover as she spoke, and sobbed harder than ever.
It was in the midst of this excitement that Miss Jane saw fit to come in and “inspect the room.” When she saw the crying girls and the general confusion of every thing, she was very angry.
“I shall mark you both for disorder,” she said. “Get off the bed, Miss Carr. Hang your dresses up at once, Clover, and put your shoes in the shoe-bag. I never saw any thing so disgraceful. All these things must be in order when I return, fifteen minutes from now, or I shall report you to Mrs. Florence.”
“It’s of no consequence what you do. We are not going to stay,” muttered Katy. But soon she was ashamed of having said this. Her anger was melting, and grief taking its place. “Oh, papa! papa! Elsie! Elsie!” she whispered to herself, as she slowly hung up the dresses; and, unseen by the girls, she hid her face in the folds of Clover’s gray alpaca, and shed some hot tears. Till then she had been too angry to cry.
This softer mood followed her all through the evening. Clover and Rose sat by, talking over the affair and keeping their wrath warm with discussion. Katy said hardly a word. She felt too weary and depressed to speak.
“Who could have written the note?” asked Clover again and again. It was impossible to guess. It seemed absurd to suspect any of the older girls; but then, as Rose suggested, the absurdity as well as the signature might have been imitated to avoid detection.
“I know one thing” remarked Rose, “and that is that I should like to kill Mrs. Searles. Horrid old thing!—peeping and prying into pockets. She has no business to be alive at all.”
Rose’s ferocious speeches always sounded specially comical when taken in connection with her pink cheeks and her dimples.
“Shall you write to papa to-night, Katy?” asked Clover.
Katy shook her head. She was too heavy-hearted to talk. Big tears rolled down unseen and fell upon the pillow. After Rose was gone, and the candle out, she cried herself to sleep.
Waking early in the dim dawn, she lay and thought it over, Clover slumbering soundly beside her meanwhile. “Morning brings counsel,” says the old proverb. In this case it seemed true. Katy, to her surprise, found a train of fresh thoughts filling her mind, which were not there when she fell asleep. She recalled her passionate words and feelings of the day before. Now that the mood had passed, they seemed to her worse than the injury which provoked them. Quick- tempered and generous people often experience this. It was easier for Katy to forgive Mrs. Florence, because it was needful also that she should forgive herself.
“I said I would write to papa to take us away,” she thought “Why did I say that? What good would it do? It wouldn’t make anybody disbelieve this hateful story. They’d only think I wanted to get away because I was found out. And papa would be so worried and disappointed. It has cost him a great deal to get us ready and send us here, and he wants us to stay a year. If we went home now, all the money would be wasted. And yet how horrid it is going to be after this! I don’t feel as if I could ever bear to see Mrs. Florence again. I must write.
“But then,” her thoughts flowed on, “home wouldn’t seem like home if we went away from school in disgrace, and knew that everybody here was believing such things. Suppose, instead, I were to write to papa to come on and make things straight. He’d find out the truth, and force Mrs. Florence to see it. It would be very expensive, though; and I know he oughtn’t to leave home again so soon. Oh, dear! How hard it is to know what to do!”
“What would Cousin Helen say?” she continued, going in imagination to the