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to sum up all I can say of him, he is in many respects a counterpart of herself. She is very open and at her ease with him, and I am quite as much at my ease with him as I was with Ralph. … From Lady Mary Abercromby to Lord John Russell GENOA, June 19, 1841 … You will every day discover more the great worth of what you have won. You cannot have known her long without admiring the extreme truth and purity of her mind; it is sensitive to a degree which those with more of worldly experience can scarcely understand, yet I feel sure you will watch over it, for it has a charm to those who can appreciate it which must make them dread to see it disturbed. It is a great privation to me to be so little acquainted with you, but believe me I cannot think of you as a stranger now that you belong to my dearest Sister, and that I look to you for her happiness. If you could think of me as a sister and treat me as such it would be a delight to me.

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      ADMIRALTY, June 18, 1841 Very happy day--every day now happier than the one before. Oh will it--can it last? O God, enable me to thank Thee as I ought--to live a life of gratitude to Thee.

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      "He served his country well in choosing thee."20

      Parliament had been dissolved soon after Peel's motion of a want of confidence had been carried. In the election which followed Lord John was returned for the City of London on June 30th.

      ADMIRALTY, June 26, 1841 Day of nomination in the City. He says the show of hands was greatly in his favour. … Mama says he looked so calm, in the midst of the uproar. "True dignity is his, his tranquil mind Virtue has raised above the things below!" And whether storms may await us in our journey together, even to the wreck of all earthly hopes, I know that he will rise superior to them--and oh! to think that I may be by his side to support him in adversity as well as to share in his prosperity and glorious fate, for which God enable me to be rightly grateful.

      The family moved to Minto before the result was declared; from London Lord John wrote the following letters:

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      Lord John Russell to Lady Mary Abercromby WILTON CRESCENT, June 25, 1841 Your letters have filled us all with joy and completed what was wanting. I feel very grateful to you for the kindness with which you express yourself. … The happiness of possessing her has blinded me, I dare say, to her real interest; but when I find that you all approve and feel conscious that I shall do all in my power to make her life happy, I gain some confidence. Among many anxieties, Lady Minto naturally felt that the charge of so many children would be a very serious burthen to her, but the children themselves are so good, so much disposed to love her, and their health is at present so good, that I trust they will be to her as they are to me, a daily comfort, making the house cheerful with their merry and affectionate voices. The greatest fear perhaps is, that her generosity and devotion to others may make her undertake what is beyond her strength. Lord John Russell to Lady Fanny Elliot DOWNING STREET, July 3, 1841 If I am sorry that Saturday is come, I am much more glad that Tuesday is so near. I am not at all anxious for a merry party at Minto--the quieter the better for me. But I can understand that Lady Minto would like some gaiety to divert her spirits, when "Our dear Fanny" is gone. I cannot say how much I think on the prospect of finding you at Minto--and of Bowhill likewise. I hope I am not unworthy of the heart you gave me … and I trust every day will prove how grateful I am to you. WILTON CRESCENT, July 4, 1841 I got your little note yesterday, after I had sealed my letter. … My dearest Fanny, I am so happy at the thought of being soon at Minto. If you believe that I feel the strongest devotion to you, and am resolved to do all in my power to make you happy, you believe what is true. … This will reach you soon after your arrival. I can imagine how busy you will be … and long to join you.

      A few days later he reached Minto himself. Lady Fanny, writing to her sister Mary, describes their days together, and adds: "They are all except Gibby so much too respectful to Lord John. Not to me, for they take their revenge upon me, and I am unsparingly laughed at, which is a great comfort. I shall write once before it happens. I dare not think what I shall be when you receive this."

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      MINTO, July 19, 1841 My last day as a child of Minto. How fast it flew. How quickly good-night came--that sad, that dreaded good-night. But sadness may be of such a kind as to give rise to the happiest, the purest feelings--and such was this. … He and I sat in the Moss house. Never saw the glen more beautiful; the birch glittering in the sun and waving its feathery boughs; the burn murmuring more gently than usual; the wood-pigeons answering one another from tree to tree. Had not courage to be much with Mama.

      They were married on July 20th in the drawing-room at Minto, and set off for Bowhill, which had been lent them for the honeymoon by the Duke of Buccleuch. Never did statesman on his wedding-day take away a bride more whole-heartedly resolved to be all a wife can be to him in his career. Her mother was now perfectly happy about the marriage, though the disparity of age, and fears about the great responsibility her daughter was undertaking in the care of a young family--one boy and five girls--had undoubtedly made her anxious. Lady Minto felt very deeply the parting with her dearly-loved child, and after the wedding she sent her the following little ballad:

      A BORDER BALLAD

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      AIR: "Saw ye my father"

       Oh saw ye the robber

       That cam' o'er the border

       To steal bonny Fanny away?

       She's gane awa' frae me

       And the bonny North Countrie

       And has left me for ever and for aye.

       He cam' na wi' horses,

       He cam' na wi' men,

       Like the bauld English knights langsyne;

       But he thought that he could fleech

       Wi' his bonny Southron speech

       And wile awa' this lassie o' mine.

       "Gae hame, gae hame

       To your ain countrie,

       Nor come o'er the March for me."

       But sairly did she rue

       When he thought that she spak' true

       And the tear-drop it blinded her e'e.

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      His heart it was sair

       And he lo'ed her mair and mair,

       For her spirit was noble and free;

       "Oh lassie dear, relent,

       Nor let a heart be rent

       That lives but for its country and thee."

       And did she say him nay?

       Oh no, he won the day,

       Could an Elliot a Russell disdain?

       And he's ta'en awa' his bride

       Frae the bonnie Teviot-side,

       And has left me sae eerie alane.

       Oh where's now the smile

       Used to cheer me ilk morn,

       Like a blink o' the sun's ain light;

       And where the voice sae sweet

      


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