Housekeeper Under The Mistletoe. Cara ColterЧитать онлайн книгу.
steel, like kitchen appliances?”
He considered her question. She was focusing on the job at hand and not asking any personal questions about his career. Hopefully, that indicated a lack of nosiness. Hopefully, that indicated his impulsive decision to let her in was not going to lead to complete disaster. “Yes.”
“I know I just use a few drops of vegetable oil on mine. At home.”
So, there was a home, somewhere, and presumably a fairly nice one if it had stainless steel appliances in it.
Despite his intention to keep everything professional, he smelled man problems in his new housekeeper’s personal life. She had already claimed she had no romantic notions, which basically meant burned by love. It would be nothing but good for him if she was sour on the whole relationship thing. It could be almost as good protection as mature and silent. And, despite the fact he had his own history that had turned his heart to the same stone as his name, he sensed a need to keep up his defenses and to demonstrate the same lack of nosiness that she was showing!
Still, she wasn’t just having man problems. She was terrified.
JEFFERSON CONTEMPLATED HOW Brook’s obvious terror stirred an emotion in him that he did not feel ready to identify and, in fact, felt a need to distance himself from.
He’d been living—despite the efforts of the townspeople—without the complication of untidy emotions for some time.
He’d give this woman—Brook Nelson, or whoever she was—a break. That didn’t mean he had to involve himself in her drama in any way. The house was ridiculously large. With the slightest effort, during the day he wouldn’t even know she was here.
Though that might pose some challenges, because she was in his living room now, and despite the fact the windows let in all kinds of light, it was as if sunshine had poured into the room with her. She flounced into his living room, hands on her hips, eyes narrowed, lips pursed.
“Wow,” she said.
He thought she was referring to the architecture, which generally inspired awe, but she turned disapproving eyes to him. “Good grief, I can see neither Mandy nor Clementine got to this room. You mustn’t have allergies. How long since this has been dusted?”
“A while,” he admitted, instead of never.
“And I take it, it would have gone a while longer if it weren’t for the photo shoot?”
“That’s correct.”
“You are a true bachelor, aren’t you? Why live in such a beautiful house if you aren’t going to take care of it?” she wailed with genuine frustration.
“I’m a widower,” he said tersely.
He was not sure why he had imparted that little piece of information. He hoped it wasn’t because he thought that would make her more sympathetic to his slovenliness than being a bachelor would.
But, as soon as he saw the sympathy blaze in her eyes, he realized he did not want her sympathy. Arriving in Anslow as an orphan, losing his wife, Jefferson Stone had experienced enough sympathy to last him a lifetime. He did not want any more challenges to his armor. He realized he needed to be much more vigilant in his separation of the professional and personal.
“I’m sorry,” she said, her voice a low whisper that could make a man long for a bit of softness in his life.
But he had had softness, Jefferson reminded himself, and had proved himself entirely unworthy of it.
He lifted a shoulder in defense against the sympathy that blazed in her eyes. “My wife was the architect who designed the house.”
“Ah, that explains a lot.”
He lifted an eyebrow at her.
“You don’t really seem like the type of person who would be amenable to having your home photographed. You are honoring her. That’s nice.”
Jefferson really didn’t want her to think he was nice, and he squinted dangerously at her.
She got the message, because she moved over to an enlarged black-and-white photo on the wall.
“Who is this?”
The people responsible for the fact you haven’t been sent packing. “It’s me, with my grandparents, in front of the old house.”
“It’s a very powerful photograph.”
That’s what Hailey had said, too. She wasn’t into hanging family portraits, but she had unearthed this photo and had it enlarged to four feet by six feet and transferred to canvas.
“How old are you in it?”
“Six.”
She turned and looked at him. “How come you look so sad?” she asked.
He started. Hailey had never asked a single question about the photo. She had considered it an art piece. She had liked the composition, the logs of the old house, the dog on the porch, the hayfork leaning against the railing.
This woman was looking at him as if all his losses were being laid out before her, and he hated it.
“My parents had just died.” He kept his tone crisp, not inviting any comment, but he saw the stricken look on her face before she turned away from him and ran her finger along the bottom of the frame.
She looked at her finger but didn’t say anything. Her expression said it all. She felt sorry for him. No, it was more than sorry. She was, he could tell, despite the lie about her name, the softhearted type. She didn’t just feel sorry for him. Her heart was breaking for him. And he hated that.
“This is a temporary position,” he said, his voice cold. “After the photo shoot, I’ll return to companionship of my dust bunnies. Maybe you want to consider if two weeks employment is what you are really looking for.”
It was a last-ditch effort to let her know this position probably was not going to work for her. Or him.
“Temporary works perfectly for me,” she said, as if that made it cosmically ordained. “Two weeks. I have a lot to do.”
She had been careful not to express sympathy, and yet Jefferson felt her I have a lot to do could somehow mean rescuing him. Just a second. Wasn’t he rescuing her? And if she thought she was going to turn the tables on him, she was in for an ugly surprise.
“We haven’t come to terms yet. What do you expect for remuneration?”
“I haven’t passed the free-day test yet.”
He looked at her face. The softness lingered, but he was willing to bet she was one of those overachiever types. He deduced if she set out to impress, he would be impressed.
“Let’s assume,” he said drily.
She named a figure that seemed criminally low. But then she added, “Plus room and board, of course.”
Jefferson stared at her. Why was this coming as a surprise to him? Obviously, some fear had sent her down his driveway, and just as obviously she was not eager to go back to it.
“I’m in the middle of relocating,” Brook said vaguely. Then, as if sensing how disconcerted he was, she added, “This looks like a huge place. There must be a spare bedroom? Or two? Or a dozen?”
“I’m not sure—”
“Besides, if I’m going to be a proper housekeeper, I should probably make you some meals. That would be easier to do in residence, don’t you think?”
He saw it again. Behind her I’m-going-to-be-the-best-housekeeper-in-the-world bravado was terror.
She wanted to stay