No Place Like Home. Maxine MorreyЧитать онлайн книгу.
doing this to yourself. Todd was going to that rodeo with or without you. Thanks to you he’s getting the best medical treatment possible. All we can do now is wait. In the meantime, you can go wash your hands ready for supper.’
‘I’m not real—’
‘Ben, please! I already have one child who’s barely eating. Please don’t make me worry over you too.’ Molly gripped the cloth she was holding, her knuckles showing white, the worry over Todd and Sandy etched into her face. He turned at her raised voice, seeing the panic and fear his mother was trying so desperately to keep inside.
With Todd being the son of family friends, they’d all been overjoyed when his and Sandy’s friendship blossomed into something more serious. Whereas Ellie was their surrogate daughter, Todd was like another son and their joy at the news they were to gain him officially as their son-in-law had now been replaced by the fear that they might lose him altogether.
‘It’s OK, Mom,’ Ben whispered. ‘He’s going to be just fine.’ Molly issued a small sob that in turn released more. She began to shake under her son’s strong embrace. Gently, he led her to the chair and sat on the arm beside her. He didn’t really know what to say so he said nothing, and just held her.
‘They were so happy!’ Molly cried, ‘They had their whole lives ahead of them!’
‘And they still have! Nothing’s changed that. Todd is going to be just fine and they’re still going to get married and have seventeen kids and three dogs and then ask you to babysit!’
Molly smiled, fear in her eyes. ‘Do you really think so?’
‘Yeah, I really do,’ Ben answered honestly. There was no other choice than to believe it.
‘I’m so worried.’
‘I know.’
‘She won’t talk to anyone.’
‘I know. It’s just her way of dealing with it. She’s trying to be brave so we won’t worry.’
‘But she doesn’t have to be brave, Ben! She’s my baby girl! That’s what I’m here for!’
‘I know Mama, I know.’
*
Ben fiddled with the crystal stem of the wineglass, a thousand thoughts turning over in his mind. Through the window he could see his parents on the swing of the back porch, nestling against one another, exchanging fears and hopes in whispered voices. They’d asked him to join them but he’d declined, feeling that they should be able to say everything they wanted to to each other in private. As big as he was, and as old as he was, they’d still want to try and protect him – put him before themselves. But right now, they needed their own space and time as each of them tried to process the situation. Taking another sip, he set the glass back down on the table. He couldn’t remember a time he’d felt so helpless. Or so alone.
As he sat back up, a picture on the wall caught his eye. It had been taken years ago. God! How young they all looked, he thought, smiling at the memory. Suddenly it struck him …
‘The number you are calling …’ Ben debated whether to leave a message as the automated voice continued on. ‘Leave a message after the – Hello?’ A human voice interrupted the answer machine. ‘Hello?’ it said again when there was no reply.
‘Ellie?’
‘Who’s calling?’ She sounded wary.
‘Ellie? It’s Ben. Ben Danvers.’ The relief at hearing her voice was incredible. There was a slight pause.
‘What’s happened?’ Ben started from the beginning and explained that he’d thought perhaps if he could get her to call Sandy, she might open up a bit. If she was going to talk to anyone, it’d be Ellie. They’d supported each other from their early years and Ellie was the one person Sandy wouldn’t feel she had to be brave for. Her brother felt it had to be worth a shot.
‘Truth is, I really don’t know what else to try. You’re kind of my last hope. She’s just ignoring her phone mostly, but if she heard your ringtone … maybe …?’
‘Yes, of course. Is there anything else I can do?’
‘Hope and pray with the rest of us.’
‘That goes without saying.’ She paused. ‘Ben, are you OK?’
‘Yeah. Don’t worry about me.’ There was a lightness to his reply that he didn’t feel.
‘Well, I’m not entirely sure I believe that so I’m sending you a hug down the line anyway.’ He smiled. Sandy and Ellie’s standard phone hug.
She paused. ‘Did you get it?’
‘Yeah,’ he said in a quiet voice. ‘I got it.’
They said their goodbyes and Ben hung up.
‘I got it,’ he whispered again to himself. Suddenly he felt ashamed that in such a situation he was standing there wishing she’d delivered the hug in person.
*
Ellie made the call immediately after Ben hung up and thankfully, his hunch had paid off. Her best friend’s distinctive ringtone had nudged his sister from her trance and she’d picked up.
‘I’m so scared, Ellie!’ Sandy had whispered into the phone.
‘I know.’
‘Everyone is so worried, I don’t want them to worry about me too so I’m just trying to be brave when they’re around.’ Sandy paused. ‘Ben always has fussed over me. I guess that’s why he called you.’
‘Something like that,’ Ellie responded softly. Sandy could see her friend’s face in her mind’s eye, the gentle smile that accompanied the last statement. Suddenly a sob wrenched out.
‘Oh Ellie, I wish you were here!’
‘Oh, Sand! So do I.’ Across the Atlantic, Ellie felt for her friend, the pain in her voice tore deep into her heart. ‘I feel so useless. Is there anything I can do?’
‘You’ve helped already, El. I’m so glad Ben called you.’
‘Me too.’
‘You’ll call again tomorrow, won’t you?’ Ellie heard the edge of panic in the question.
‘Of course.’
‘I miss you so much.’
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