Edge of Hunger. Rhyannon ByrdЧитать онлайн книгу.
He only hoped he didnât crash and burn when it happenedâwhen he lost her.
Pointless apologies for being such a jackass jammed painfully in his throat, leaving a bitter taste in his mouth. He choked them back as he caught the hazy, burnished glow of her gaze, saying, âI want to go down on you. I want it so bad I can taste it, Molly. But I donât know how long this is going to last, and no way in hell am I missing the chance to fuck you again.â
She didnât recoil at his crass honesty or try to roll away from him. She just lay there against the carpet, beautifully supplicant, arms bent, palms open either side of her flushed face, her hair a tangled fury of golden curls around the violent bloom of color in her cheeks. The luminous depths of her eyes pulled on him, dragging him deeper, as if he were falling into her, completely under her spell.
A log popped, crackling in the fireplace while an ominous bellow of thunder rumbled somewhere in the distance, the harsh pulse of the oncoming storm echoing the violent pounding of his heart. Taking her softly panting silence for consent, Ian pressed closer, wanting to cradle her hands within his own, to rub his thumbs into the humid cups and stroke her skin, but he fought the urge, afraid of where that closeness would take him. It was already scary enough, this wild, unknown emotional no-manâs-land he kept finding himself in every time he got close to her.
Settling deeper between her spread thighs, Ian braced his weight on one elbow, then greedily opened his mouth over the succulent tip of her left breast, so hungry for her, he wanted to eat her alive. He rolled the exquisite, berry-red nipple against his tongueâ¦and fit himself against her. Their gazes locked. Held for a single, smoldering instant. Then he lifted his head and drove his body into her with a thick, grinding motion, having to work at her as hard as he had the night before. Her eyes went wide, white teeth sinking into the pansy-soft cushion of her lower lipâ¦and Ian shoved deeper.
Locking his jaw, he slowly pulled back his hips, the sensations so acute they bordered on that intense precipice of pleasure and pain. When heâd almost pulled completely out of herâhis muscles tensed, skin sweat-slick and burningâhe shoved back in, harder this time, somehow giving her more of him. His left hand came up to fist in the pale curls that haloed her head, holding her steady as he came down over her. Needing her taste, he claimed her mouth in an urgent, eating kiss, savoring her throaty moans against his tongue like a breathless stream of promises. Wrapping his other hand around her hip, his fingers biting into her flesh, he powered himself into her as if his life depended on it. Each heavy, possessive thrust fed a part of his soul that was greedy for every part of her, as if he could break her open and claim the pieces for his own.
âLook at the reflection,â he commanded against her lips in a dark, husky whisper, sharing her breath, her nipples hard against his chest, dragging against his skin as he moved over her, inside of her.
She panted, shaking her head.
âLook at the goddamn reflection, Molly.â
His fingers tightened in her hair, turning her head for her, and she stared at the explicit image emblazoned upon the wall of windows that took up an entire side of the room.
âI bet youâve never had that particular look on your face before,â he rasped with a low, wicked rumble of laughter. âNot Little-Miss-Molly-Do-Right. Youâre too shy. Too buttoned-up. Except with me. You know how hot that makes me?â
She shook her head again, gasping, and he said, âI get off on knowing that Iâm the only man who can crack that cool, pristine surface of yours and make you go wild. Make you scream and claw at me, completely out of control.â
And it was true. At the moment, her small nails were dug into his biceps so hard, he knew crescent marks would be left behind on his skin, a testament of her passion.
Her eyes drifted closed as the intensity cranked higher, her body writhing, drawing closerâ¦and closer to the edge, before she suddenly turned her face away from him. She was holding it back, denying her body what it wanted. Fighting it. Hiding from it. Hiding from him.
Grasping her chin, Ian pulled her back. âEyes open, Molls. I want to see it happen. Want to watch your face when you go over.â
âNoâ¦â
âOh, yeah.â The words were gritty and thick with lust, with pleasure. âStop fighting it.â
âYouâll leave me again,â she said quietly, her lashes lifting, revealing eyes that glistened with tears, the look in their mysterious depths making his breath catch, while something in his chest clenched with pain. In that moment, Ian had the strangest feeling that even though she was the one pinned to the floor, she held all the power, and there was nothing he could do to reclaim it.
Lowering his mouth to the moist hollow of her throat, he told her, âI wonât. I wonât leave you.â
She drew in a deep, shivery breath, clutching his back, her hands cool against the scalding heat of his body, and broke with his next down stroke, the tight, rhythmic pulses of her orgasm pulling him in, holding him, refusing to let him go. His tongue flicked against the damp heat of her skin, wanting the salty sweetness of her flesh, needing itâ¦craving it, and the next thing he knew, his fangs were buried deep in the side of her throat, near her shoulder. A sharp, hoarse scream pierced the air, the roar of his heartbeat deafening and fast in his ears, while the warm, heady spill of her blood filled his mouth, thick and hot and seductively rich. This was what he craved. This claiming of both her blood and her body. It was the one thing that satisfied that gnawing emptiness in his soul. The one thing that made him feel almost at peace, as if he was right where he belonged.
The thick pleasure slipped down his throat, his mouth working with greedy intent against her skin, needing moreâ¦and more, the hunger growing more insatiable than it had been before, suddenly frightening him with its power, its urgency. Ian fought himself for what seemed like endless, drugging moments. Wicked, decadent pleasure pulsed heavily in every cell of his body. Finally, he managed to rip himself away, terrified he would drown in that dark, destructive burn of gratification and drain her dry.
Canât⦠Canât lose her.
Ian screwed his eyes shut against the haunting beauty of her blood spilling gently from the puncture wounds, slipping across the translucent glow of her skin.
âShitâ¦shit,â he hissed, his fangs heavy within his gums, her taste exquisitely hot in his mouth, while his body slammed into her harderâ¦faster. He wanted to run, to escape the uncomfortable knowledge sinking into his bones, but he kept his word, staying with her until the hot, blistering friction shoved him into his own raging explosion. He pulled free at the last second, erupting onto her pale stomach in hard, violent surges, the intensity of the orgasm all but destroying him, turning him inside out. He looked everywhere and nowhereâanywhere but at her face, in her eyes. He had no idea whatâd he see there, and he was terrified of finding out.
âIan,â she said softly, her voice hitching with emotion. âDonât leave. Please. Not yet.â
He ground his jaw, not knowing what to say, how to give her what she needed. Comfort. Warmth. Caring. Those things were as foreign to him as color to a blind man.
You have to give her something, jackass.
âMolly,â he rasped, forcing himself to meet her gaze. âIâ¦â He tried to choke out an apology, an explanation, the words somehow strangled inside of him, and she lifted her hand, cupping his cheek in her cool, soft palm.
âShh, itâs okay,â she whispered, the look in her eyes so strangely tender, it scared the ever-loving hell out of him. âYou donât have to say anything, Ian. Just hold me.â
âYeah. All right.â The simple words came out alarmingly shaky, his eyes suspiciously hot, the strange buzz of emotions slamming through him as terrifying as