Triplets Found: The Virgin's Makeover / Take a Chance on Me / And Then There Were Three. Judy DuarteЧитать онлайн книгу.
Sullivan feel it, too?
She hoped so. Because the realization that she’d fallen in love with him both touched and frightened her.
What if he didn’t feel the same thing for her?
Letting him go after his job at Valencia Vineyards had ended would tear her up.
Especially if he walked away from her without a backward glance.
Chapter Ten
Long after Lissa left the bed in the guest house and went home, Sullivan lay still, staring at the ceiling.
He always held something back while making love. And he’d never let go like that before. Not even with his ex-wife.
That didn’t mean sex with Kristin hadn’t been good. It had, at least in the early stage of their marriage. But somewhere along the way things had changed. He’d opened his heart and closed his eyes, blinding himself to reality.
Until he came home that stormy day in November and found Kristin gone.
She’d left a note that was supposed to make him understand why things hadn’t worked for her. For them. But her words only brought on a rush of pain, anger and resentment.
Instead of providing answers, her rambling explanation had merely provoked more questions: Why hadn’t she wanted to face him? Why hadn’t she mentioned her unhappiness sooner?
Even now, Sullivan still wasn’t sure exactly when their marriage had gone to hell.
But he knew the affair he and Lissa had embarked upon had just taken a downhill slide.
While making love with Lissa, he’d opened up his heart—this time, just a crack—and closed his eyes. And that’s when it happened, when he got that sinking feeling in his chest. The forewarning of disaster.
He wasn’t sure how Lissa felt about their little “fling,” as she called it. But on his part, there’d been more than lust going on. How much more, he couldn’t be sure. But it was enough to scare the liver out of him.
That kind of intimate release led people to ask for promises others couldn’t keep, commitments that would only lead to heartbreak and disappointment.
Been there. Done that. And Sullivan wouldn’t make the same mistake, wouldn’t set himself up for emotional suicide again.
Who was he to think that the career of a traveling consultant would be conducive to a stable relationship? And what about Lissa?
She was on a light-hearted quest for self-discovery. Why else would she dangle Martinelli on a string while sleeping with Sullivan?
The telephone on the nightstand rang, and he answered.
“Hello,” Donna said, her voice as sweet and gracious as ever. “Dinner will be ready in about ten minutes. We’re having spaghetti tonight.”
Sullivan didn’t feel like eating. Not at the family table. The Cartwrights were slowly sucking him in. Making him comfortable. Too comfortable.
He couldn’t let that happen. “If you don’t mind, I’d like to have dinner alone tonight. I’ve got another client, one I’ll be working with when I finish here at Valencia Vineyards. And we need to have a telephone conference. It’ll take quite a while.”
If there was anything to the Pinocchio tale, Sullivan’s nose would have sprouted a couple of feet by now. Not that he didn’t have a client to talk to. But the conversation would take all of three minutes.
“That’s too bad,” Donna said. “But I understand. I’ll have Lissa bring you a plate of food.”
“Don’t do that,” Sullivan said a little too quickly. A little too panicky. “I’m not really hungry this evening.”
“Are you sure?” she asked.
“Positive.”
He had to pull back. To cut his losses and get out while he could.
After all, Lissa was interested in Martinelli. And with Sullivan’s luck, he’d open his heart to the beautiful, green-eyed Lady Godiva and she’d walk away.
Just like his ex.
And if there was one thing he’d learned through his parents’ crappy marriage and the painful reinforcement he’d received from his own marital breakup, it was to keep a sexual relationship light. Unencumbered.
Sullivan had to keep his eyes wide open, if he planned to keep his heart in one piece.
Early the next morning, before Lissa left for the office, the phone rang.
“Honey,” her mom called from the kitchen. “Can you get that? I’m wearing rubber gloves. And I’m up to my elbows in oven cleaner, grit and grime.”
“Sure.” Lissa answered in the hall.
“Miss Cartwright?” an unfamiliar male voice asked.
“Yes.”
“This is Doctor Margolis at Hidden Valley Veterinary Clinic.”
Her heart dropped to her stomach. “How is Barney doing? Is he going to be okay?”
“He’s much better this morning, although not completely out of the woods. Of course, he doesn’t like the charcoal we’ve been giving him to absorb the poison. But he seems to be on the road to recovery.”
“Oh, thank goodness.” She blew out the breath she’d been holding. “When can he come home?”
“I’d like to keep him just a bit longer. Why don’t you pick him up after lunch?”
“Thanks, Doctor. We’ll be there around two o’clock.”
We’ll be there?
It was a natural assumption, wasn’t it? Sullivan would probably want to go with her. After all, he’d been worried about Barney, too.
Did she dare hope that they’d taken a step toward being a real couple? It sure felt that way yesterday afternoon when he’d supported her through Barney’s ordeal. And when he’d made tender, mind-spinning love to her.
Of course, when he hadn’t joined them for dinner last night, her old insecurities had flared, suggesting he might be pulling away from her. But she quickly dismissed them. After all, Sullivan had a conference call to make, another client he needed to speak to. And Lissa understood that.
Still, as she’d stared at his empty seat, felt the loss of his heart-tingling smile, she’d realized how difficult it would be to let him go, once his job at Valencia Vineyards was finished. But that didn’t mean he wouldn’t come back.
Lissa and Sullivan had found something special, something worth holding on to.
Hadn’t they?
“Who was it?” her mother called from the kitchen.
“It was the vet. Barney is doing better.”
Before Lissa reached the front door, the phone rang again.
At this rate, she’d be late to meet Sullivan at the office. She sighed heavily, then grabbed the receiver from the lamp table near the sofa. “Hello.”
“Lissa? It’s Jared.”
The call took her aback, but only for a moment. She’d talked to the man after the reception, when he’d called to ask how everything went. But she didn’t think he’d called to chat today. “Hi, Jared.”
Did he have the results of her blood test? Would she be able to donate bone marrow to Mark?
“I have some bad news,” he said.
“I’m not a match?” She couldn’t imagine any news that would be worse than that, other than a setback in Mark’s condition. She said a quick prayer, hoping that wasn’t