Unbefitting a Lady. Bronwyn ScottЧитать онлайн книгу.
men but it doesn’t take care of its women. That’s a family’s job and one I accepted willingly. Out of love for my sister, I’ve devoted my life to seeing the six of you raised. You will not fail me at the last, Phaedra.’
Phaedra rose and shoved back her chair, tears of anger and guilt burning in her eyes. She had to get out of the room before she embarrassed herself. ‘No, I won’t go. Not this year. I most respectfully refuse.’
She shot her brother one last look. ‘I’m sorry, Giles. I can’t do it. I simply can’t.’
Phaedra didn’t stop to change her dress or to grab a shawl. She headed out into the night, to the stables. Where there would be peace and there would be no more talk of Seasons and husbands and promises to keep to mothers she didn’t remember.
Chapter Six
Bram couldn’t sleep. The idea of being in bed at this early hour was still an utterly novel idea. It wouldn’t seem so novel in the morning. Still, that didn’t change the fact he couldn’t recall the last time he’d gone to bed before ten. Usually he headed to bed when the sun was creeping up over the horizon. In London, evening entertainments would barely be under way. But nothing he’d done today had resembled any of his London activities, why should going to bed differ in that regard?
Instead of sleeping away half the day, he’d risen early and seen to morning feeding, following Tom Anderson around and making notes about the various dietary needs of the horses. He’d broken his fast with the other men on the simple but hearty fare of thick porridge. After breakfast, the grumbles had begun over who had to take Merlin out to exercise and he’d quickly assigned himself the task. If there was a difficulty, he wanted to address it immediately and personally.
Then Phaedra had arrived and he’d spent the rest of the morning riding out with her, which had been insightful. She was proving to be an enticing mixture of strength and innocence that was as responsible as the early hour for keeping him up tonight.
He’d made a tactical error today. He should have kissed her, claimed his forfeit and been done with it. Past experience had taught him the best way to deal with unmitigated desire was to address it head-on, much the same as a difficult horse.
Bram gave up and rolled out of bed. There would be no ‘addressing’ of the Phaedra issue this evening. She was safely out of reach up at the house. But perhaps a little exercise would help him sleep. He reached for breeches and a shirt. He’d do a quick patrol through the stables and see if the horses were settled.
Halfway down the stairs, he heard it, the sound of someone in the stables. The sound could be anyone, a stable boy checking on a horse or Tom Anderson up and about. A sound wasn’t necessarily cause for alarm. But the lantern light coming from the vicinity of Warbourne’s stall was, especially this time of night. Phaedra hadn’t made any friends with her purchase. Bram wouldn’t put it past Samuelson to attempt some chicanery.
Bram slowed his steps and approached cautiously. He tensed his body, ready to take the intruder unawares if there was one. It seemed there was. The outline of a figure became evident in the light—a figure wearing skirts. Tension ebbed out of Bram. It was no thief in the night at Warbourne’s stall.
‘Good evening, Phaedra.’ He’d been careful to keep his voice quiet but she startled anyway. She turned to face him, a hand at her throat.
‘It’s not polite to sneak up on people.’
‘It’s more interesting though.’ He gave her an easy smile. She was dressed oddly for a late-night visit to the stables. Still in an expensive evening gown, she clearly hadn’t planned to come. She shivered a little and he noted she hadn’t come with even a shawl for protection against the damp night. There were only two reasons for such an impromptu visit.
‘Is Warbourne all right?’ He’d personally checked the colt before he’d gone upstairs for the night and the colt had seemed fine a few hours ago.
‘He’s fine,’ Phaedra said shortly.
‘Are you all right, then?’ On closer inspection, she did appear upset, although she’d not admit it.
‘I’m fine.’ Phaedra crossed her arms against the cold, unable to suppress another shiver.
‘No, you’re not.’ Bram stripped out of his jacket, a plain woollen hacking jacket that had been in the pile of clothes he’d borrowed from Tom Anderson. He swept the coat about her shoulders in a neat gesture, the simple garment a stark contrast to the richness of her own attire. In London, he would have had an expensive jacket of superfine or his long riding coat of heavy cloth to wrap about her. His favourite riding coat would have dwarfed her. Here, he had nothing so fine to offer her. It was something of a first for him. But Phaedra shrugged into the cheap coat gratefully.
‘Now, are you going to tell me what you’re doing out here freezing?’ He leaned against the wall, studying her. She was elegant tonight, dressed in a gown of oyster silk that rivalled the styles of London’s dressmakers, her hair piled on her head instead of hanging down her back in a thick braid. At her neck she wore a thin gold chain with a charm shaped like a horse dangling from it. She looked beautiful, delicate.
Almost.
With a face like that, a man could easily mistake her beauty for fragility. Tonight, there was nothing of the spitfire who’d raced him neck or nothing across the winter fields. But he had seen that woman and Bram knew better. Something had stirred her inner fires enough to make her flee the house.
‘How was dinner?’ Bram tried again when she said nothing. That got a reaction. Her eyes turned stormy. So that was it.
‘They want to send me away.’ She shot him an accusatory look.
Bram sat down on a hay bale left between stalls for the morning. ‘Where to?’ The way she said it made it sound like she was being shipped off to a convent or the wilds of Scotland.
‘London! They want me to go have a Season.’ Phaedra waved a hand in outraged dismissal. He ducked in time to avoid being hit. ‘You’d like that. You’d have the stables all to yourself.’
It was on the tip of his tongue to say she was a lucky girl but to argue it would make him look complicit in her assumption that he wanted her out of the way. He’d love to be back in London with all the comforts it provided. But obviously Phaedra didn’t want to go and, contrary to her beliefs, it didn’t suit his plans to have her go. London was the one place he couldn’t be right now. ‘A Season is very generous.’ Bram hedged his comments. Inspiration struck. ‘Have you been before?’
Some of Phaedra’s anger faded when she realised he wasn’t going to argue. He could see her body relax beneath the overlarge shoulders of his coat. ‘No. I was supposed to but that was the year my brother, Edward, died. He was nineteen.’
He’d heard as much from Tom Anderson. ‘And the next year?’ The family would have been out of mourning by the following spring.
She shrugged, a gesture he was coming to recognise as a distractor. She shrugged when she wanted to appear nonchalant, a sure sign she was hiding something of greater value. It was a delightful gesture. He wondered if she knew she did it. ‘There were a lot of things going on with the family last spring. Giles had just come home and I didn’t feel like leaving, not for London anyway.’
Another set of mysteries to solve about the Montagues, Bram thought. It was odd indeed for a ducal family not to send their eligible daughter to London. ‘Did your sister go?’ Phaedra wasn’t the only one who would have been itching for a Season.
The reference brought a slight smile to her lips. ‘You don’t know Kate. The last thing she ever wanted was a London Season. She went once for her debut and she never went back.’
He was starting to understand. Perhaps her sister’s poor debut had coloured her own perceptions. ‘Just because your sister had a bad experience, doesn’t mean you will.’ That would hardly be the case. London’s bachelors would stumble over themselves