Slightly Settled. Wendy MarkhamЧитать онлайн книгу.
will burn in hell alongside Bill Clinton and the entire membership of Planned Parenthood.
“Speaking of Raphael,” I say, changing the subject as I fasten Kate’s last button, “what time did you tell him we’d meet him for the movie later?”
In the midst of studying her bridal reflection, Kate drops her eyes.
Uh-oh.
“I can’t go,” she says.
“Why not?”
“Billy—”
Of course, Billy.
“—is taking me to see Hairspray.”
“You already saw Hairspray.” Raphael got us both comp tickets when the show first opened, back when he was dating the wardrobe master.
“I know, but Billy has orchestra seats, and we’re going with his boss and his fiancée. It’s like a work thing. You know how it is.”
“Yeah, I know how it is.”
There’s an awkward silence.
She knows how I feel about her blowing me off for Billy. This isn’t the first time it’s happened. And Raphael is going to be pissed when he finds out that she’s not coming. These Saturday-night outings have been a regular thing for the three of us ever since Will and I broke up. Kate and Raphael teamed up loyally to make sure I wasn’t lonely.
But Kate didn’t come last week, either. Billy was sick, and she didn’t want to leave him.
You’d have thought he had pneumonia, the way she went on about it. Turned out it was just a cold. But she spent Saturday night being Martha Stewart-meets-Clara Barton: making homemade chicken noodle soup, squeezing fresh orange juice, hovering with tissues and Ricola.
Raphael and I spent Saturday night drinking apple martinis and bitchily dissecting the Kate-Billy relationship.
“Come on, don’t be mad, Tracey,” she pleads.
I sigh. “I’m not mad, Kate.”
After all, back when I was desperate to keep Will, I’m ashamed to admit that I’d have dropped my plans with Kate and Raphael, too.
But I didn’t like myself very much back then.
And sometimes, as much as I love Kate, I don’t like her very much when she’s with Billy.
I check out our reflections.
Six months ago, I couldn’t handle standing next to Kate anywhere, much less in a three-way dressing room mirror. Now, it’s not so bad. We’re like Snow White and Rose Red—literally, in these outfits. Svelte Kate with long fair hair and big blue eyes. Not-quite-as-svelte-but-no-longer-zaftig Tracey with long dark hair and big brown eyes.
She catches my eye in the mirror.
We smile at each other.
“You really do look good in that dress, Tracey.”
“And you look beautiful in that. I hope he gives you a ring for Christmas. It would be fun to shop for wedding dresses, wouldn’t it?”
She turns a critical eye toward the gown in the mirror. “Yeah, but remind me that I don’t like gowns with full skirts, will you? This one makes me look huge.”
“Huge? Come on, Kate. You’re teeny.”
“Not in this. It’s too froufrou. When I walk down the aisle, I’m going to go for sleek and sexy.” She reaches for the row of buttons. “Help me get out of it, will you?”
I oblige, still wearing the red dress. I’ve made up my mind to buy it for the Christmas party. Who knows? Maybe I’ll meet somebody there. Blaire Barnett is a huge agency that employs plenty of single men. And a corporate Christmas party is as good a place as any to hook up, right?
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Wrong.
A corporate Christmas party is no place to hook up.
At least, not according to this article in She magazine, where Raphael is assistant style editor.
The article is Ten Office Party Don’ts, and I stumble across it while I’m sprawled on his couch, leafing through the December issue and waiting for him to get dressed for our Saturday night out.
1. Don’t dress in a revealing manner.
“Uh-oh, Raphael,” I call. “I’m in trouble already.”
“Tracey! Trouble? What kind of trouble?” He peeks around the edge of the chartreuse folding screen that separates his “dressing room” from the rest of the loft.
“Are you wearing makeup?” I ask, realizing that his big dark Latin eyes appear bigger and darker than usual.
“No! It’s an eyelash perm. I got it yesterday. Do you like it?”
An eyelash perm. Oy.
I say, “It’s ravishing.”
The lunatic grins and flutters the fringe.
I go on. “So this article in She says I’m supposed to wear something corporate to the party next Saturday night. Something I’d wear to work. You know the dress I bought this afternoon? Well, I wouldn’t wear it to work unless my office was Twelfth Avenue after midnight and my boss was a guy in a long fur coat and a fedora.”
“Oh, please, Tracey. You should see the editor who wrote that article. We’re talking Talbots.”
This, coming from über-fashionista Raphael, is the ultimate insult. Still…
“I don’t know…maybe she’s right. Maybe it’s not a good idea for me to look like a trollop next Saturday.”
“It’s always a good idea to look like a trollop,” declared Raphael, who indeed looks like a trollop in a snug black silk shirt and snugger burgundy leather pants.
“I thought we were going to the movies,” I say as he steps into a pair of mules that match the pants.
“We are, Tracey. And afterward, we’re going dancing.”
I look down at my jeans and navy cardigan. “Raphael, I’m not dressed for a club.”
He turns to examine me. “You’re right. Tracey—” he shakes his head sadly “—that outfit—” clearly, he uses the term loosely “—has to go.”
Suddenly I feel like a contestant on that TV show Are You Hot?
Buzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. You are not hot enough to proceed to the next round. Please exit the stage.
“Don’t worry, Tracey. After the movie, we’ll shop.”
“I’m broke, Raphael. I used up my weekly—” more like monthly “—shopping budget at Bloomingdale’s this afternoon.”
“Oh, my treat, Tracey. I’ll write it off.”
The beauty of Raphael’s stylist job is that he can actually do that. I can’t tell you how many times he’s treated me to a mini–wardrobe spree on the corporate credit card. Not to mention many an expensive sushi splurge.
“Isn’t accounts payable starting to get suspicious, Raphael?”
He shrugs, running a comb through his longish black hair. “Tracey, they love me there.”
“Raphael…” (I know—but I can’t help it. When I’m with him I tend to mimic his frequent name-user conversational style.) “I don’t want to get you into trouble at work. We’ll go to the movie, and then you’ll go dancing and I’ll go home.”
“Home?” Raphael echoes in horror.
“Yup, home.”
Home to my lonely studio apartment in the East Village. It’s still