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part his opinion was the result of his own experiences and reflections below stairs.
“You’re ready, are you?” he said kindly.
“Yes,” she answered.
“We’ll go out for breakfast. This place down here doesn’t appeal to me very much.”
“All right,” said Carrie.
They went out, and at the corner the commonplace Irish individual was standing, eyeing him. Hurstwood could scarcely refrain from showing that he knew of this chap’s presence. The insolence in the fellow’s eye was galling. Still they passed, and he explained to Carrie concerning the city. Another restaurant was not long in showing itself, and here they entered.
“What a queer town this is,” said Carrie, who marvelled at it solely because it was not like Chicago.
“It Isn’t as lively as Chicago,” said Hurstwood. “Don’t you like it?”
“No,” said Carrie, whose feelings were already localised in the great Western city.
“Well, it isn’t as interesting,” said Hurstwood.
“What’s here?” asked Carrie, wondering at his choosing to visit this town.
“Nothing much,” returned Hurstwood. “It’s quite a resort. There’s some pretty scenery about here.”
Carrie listened, but with a feeling of unrest. There was much about her situation which destroyed the possibility of appreciation.
“We won’t stay here long,” said Hurstwood, who was now really glad to note her dissatisfaction. “You pick out your clothes as soon as breakfast is over and we’ll run down to New York soon. You’ll like that. It’s a lot more like a city than any place outside Chicago.”
He was really planning to slip out and away. He would see what these detectives would do — what move his employers at Chicago would make — then he would slip away — down to New York, where it was easy to hide. He knew enough about that city to know that its mysteries and possibilities of mystification were infinite.
The more he thought, however, the more wretched his situation became. He saw that getting here did not exactly clear up the ground. The firm would probably employ detectives to watch him — Pinkerton men or agents of Mooney and Boland. They might arrest him the moment he tried to leave Canada. So he might be compelled to remain here months, and in what a state!
Back at the hotel Hurstwood was anxious and yet fearful to see the morning papers. He wanted to know how far the news of his criminal deed had spread. So he told Carrie he would be up in a few moments, and went to secure and scan the dailies. No familiar or suspicious faces were about, and yet he did not like reading in the lobby, so he sought the main parlour on the floor above and, seated by a window there, looked them over. Very little was given to his crime, but it was there, several “sticks” in all, among all the riffraff of telegraphed murders, accidents, marriages, and other news. He wished, half sadly, that he could undo it all. Every moment of his time in this far-off abode of safety but added to his feeling that he had made a great mistake. There could have been an easier way out if he had only known.
He left the papers before going to the room, thinking thus to keep them out of the hands of Carrie.
“Well, how are you feeling?” he asked of her. She was engaged in looking out of the window.
“Oh, all right,” she answered.
He came over, and was about to begin a conversation with her, when a knock came at their door.
“Maybe it’s one of my parcels,” said Carrie.
Hurstwood opened the door, outside of which stood the individual whom he had so thoroughly suspected.
“You’re Mr. Hurstwood, are you?” said the latter, with a volume of affected shrewdness and assurance.
“Yes,” said Hurstwood calmly. He knew the type so thoroughly that some of his old familiar indifference to it returned. Such men as these were of the lowest stratum welcomed at the resort. He stepped out and closed the door.
“Well, you know what I am here for, don’t you?” said the man confidentially.
“I can guess,” said Hurstwood softly.
“Well, do you intend to try and keep the money?”
“That’s my affair,” said Hurstwood grimly.
“You can’t do it, you know,” said the detective, eyeing him coolly.
“Look here, my man,” said Hurstwood authoritatively, “you don’t understand anything about this case, and I can’t explain to you. Whatever I intend to do I’ll do without advice from the outside. You’ll have to excuse me.” “Well, now, there’s no use of your talking that way,” said the man, “when you’re in the hands of the police. We can make a lot of trouble for you if we want to. You’re not registered right in this house, you haven’t got your wife with you, and the newspapers don’t know you’re here yet. You might as well be reasonable.”
“What do you want to know?” asked Hurstwood.
“Whether you’re going to send back that money or not.”
Hurstwood paused and studied the floor.
“There’s no use explaining to you about this,” he said at last. “There’s no use of your asking me. I’m no fool, you know. I know just what you can do and what you can’t. You can create a lot of trouble if you want to. I know that all right, but it won’t help you to get the money. Now, I’ve made up my mind what to do. I’ve already written Fitzgerald and Moy, so there’s nothing I can say. You wait until you hear more from them.”
All the time he had been talking he had been moving away from the door, down the corridor, out of the hearing of Carrie. They were now near the end where the corridor opened into the large general parlour.
“You won’t give it up?” said the man.
The words irritated Hurstwood greatly. Hot blood poured into his brain. Many thoughts formulated themselves. He was no thief. He didn’t want the money. If he could only explain to Fitzgerald and Moy, maybe it would be all right again.
“See here,” he said, “there’s no use my talking about this at all. I respect your power all right, but I’ll have to deal with the people who know.”
“Well, you can’t get out of Canada with it,” said the man.
“I don’t want to get out,” said Hurstwood. “When I get ready there’ll be nothing to stop me for.”
He turned back, and the detective watched him closely. It seemed an intolerable thing. Still he went on and into the room.
“Who was it?” asked Carrie.
“A friend of mine from Chicago.”
The whole of this conversation was such a shock that, coming as it did after all the other worry of the past week, it sufficed to induce a deep gloom and moral revulsion in Hurstwood. What hurt him most was the fact that he was being pursued as a thief. He began to see the nature of that social injustice which sees but one side — often but a single point in a long tragedy. All the newspapers noted but one thing, his taking the money. How and wherefore were but indifferently dealt with. All the complications which led up to it were unknown. He was accused without being understood.
Sitting in his room with Carrie the same day, he decided to send the money back. He would write Fitzgerald and Moy, explain all, and then send it by express. Maybe they would forgive him. Perhaps they would ask him back. He would make good the false statement he had made about writing them. Then he would leave this peculiar town.
For an hour he thought over this plausible statement of the tangle. He wanted to tell them about his wife, but couldn’t. He finally narrowed it down to an assertion that he was light-headed from entertaining friends, had found the